For 8months of my life I was a high end escort in London and New York and I want to share some insights with you. What I have learned about men, about relationships and about the work itself. Sex work has always and will always exist, the oldest profession in the world - we all know that saying. Let's, however, learn to talk honestly and openly about it so we can make it a saver and less toxic space for everyone involved. Because it can, and that I also learned, be very damaging if not done with awareness.

There’s a simple explanation why guys think about sex more often than women. Why they have more and more extreme kinks and why they cheat just a little more often. Let’s not forget this basic truth, especially when we feel like we can’t give our partners what they need or think we should be more sexual. Of course conditioned shame and guilt has had a massive, negative impact on women and their sexuality - here I simply talk biology!

On my Instagram (@roxysdream_) I have asked YOU what kind of porn you watched and hundreds have answered. In this Video I comment on a few of your most popular answers and also ask what kind of porn is ethical and how can we change the porn industry.

On my Instagram (@roxysdream_) I have asked YOU what kind of porn you watched and hundreds have answered. In this Video I comment on a few of your most popular answers and also ask what kind of porn is ethical and how can we change the porn industry.

On my Instagram (@roxysdream_) I have asked YOU what kind of porn you watched and hundreds have answered. In this Video I comment on a few of your most popular answers and also ask what kind of porn is ethical and how can we change the porn industry.

I could not give you a definite answer as to where my unusually strong interest in pedophilia stems from. This interest goes beyond the usual collecting and analyzing data and interpreting my personal experiences. I have actual empathy for pedophiles and while I know we should have empathy for all living beings, I tend to find myself struggling to feel as strongly for the figuratively molested child itself.

I’m usually quite a rational and logical person. I love to debate and tend to disconnect myself or even disrespect my opponent the moment they become emotional. I inherited this horrible trait from my dad but not for the tyrannical purposes he uses it. I aim to win the argument and you will never find a solution unless you’re as logical as possible… I should have probably finished that law degree, I’d have made a good lawyer!

This is probably one of the most difficult things I have ever written about. And although it has been a year and a half – the wound has not healed. But it has, at least, been successfully repressed. Some things are better not to be thought about; some wounds simply cannot be healed.

A few weeks ago I ended up sitting at my kitchen table with a few friends at 1am on a Sunday morning, suddenly confronted with the memories of the times I had wild, dirty, sandy, sweaty jungle sex.

The more I fill my vagina with random dicks, the emptier I feel my soul becomes. This cycle keeps on repeating itself throughout my life.

A cougar is a large wild cat that is secretive and mainly solitary by nature. It’s also been adopted as a term for older women that have sexual relationships with younger men.

Let me start by dedicating this article to the one and only Mr. Fihosy for initiating a beautiful new chapter of my life and giving me the best sex I have had until this very day, even though recent experiences have “cum” very close to it.

I heard of the mysterious figure of Baubo for the first time in my early 20s when I read a book that every woman should read at least twice in her life, Women Who Run With Wolves. I was at the beginning of my spiritual and sexual awakening and this collection of short stories gave me great insight into what was happening inside of me (pun intended).

I believe sex is one of the most powerful, intimate, and raw ways to explore one’s own psyche, human nature in general, and the structure and play between the two forces of creation that exist in this world.

It was one of those random, unplanned Saturday nights, where me and some quality girlfriends (as in quality friends and quality humans) got together and ended up in one of Shoreditch`s fancy member clubs (not the Curtain – the other one). It was exciting, we hadn’t seen each other for awhile, so there was much to talk and gossip about.